I am very sad right now. And I keep reminding myself that I still have a light in me, but it's not easy to see it with all the dark, bad things throughout me. Without my medications I feel like madness is slowly closing around me, like branches that reach out and pluck at me, trying to rip the one good thing in me out and steal it away. But sometimes I feel like I should just... embrace it and run away to hide in the crazed forest and let it take me away entirely. Because then even if it has the good in me, I would still be with the good too, and that's okay.
I'm not making any sense today. But I feel very lost.